Thank you so much CB and Linkin Park for being raw, and true….I CARE! AND YOU MADE A DIFFERENCE❤️❤️
Suicide changes everything 😦
So many that we’ve lost!, so many lives its cost
For those left behind
If we could just press rewind
The thoughts in their minds albeit a blurry
Mental illness and anxiety snuffs out in a hurry
It was their passion and drive that kept them alive
When it was all just too much
They left in a rush
Families left crushed
And now there is silence
Where once was a voice
From demons we can’t see
For all those lost to suicide:
Layne Staley, Chris Cornell, Chester Bennington
Joey Yacklon – 4.25.13
National Suicide Prevention Hotline:
Souls so different
Souls so true
I’ll light up your way
I’ll walk through your blue
Its not about you, its all about me
I’ve found what I need
Now happy and free
Someday meet me there
Right there in that field
Sit with me, and I’ll make you a shield
Away from your worry, away from your hurt
Away from your battles
Where butterflies flirt
They dance around sunflowers
No cares and no fears
Remember the light that I shared with you
Our souls were so different
But mine was all true
Sometimes inspiration comes when you least expect it!, its something to embrace even if you only have it for a short period of time. Everyone you meet in life as you walk through your own journey shares something with you, maybe even for you, or perhaps it was for them, perhaps it was for their journey. So embrace those moments and cherish what you have shared together. Never be afraid to share yourself with others, as it assists your soul vibration to achieve a higher level.
Here is an excerpt from the front inside cover of my book titled:
My Story….and Yours…and Yours
Four years has hit me hard…..but I do believe I am ready!
No one watched you struggle more than me. I’m not sure whats more difficult, being the person who is fighting the mental illness or the person watching the battle for daily survival. To say it was hard is an understatement. Helpless of all attempts to regain the person you were was futile. But I LIVED with hope. So with hope I trudged on through the murky waters of the existence of Depression, and Bipolar Disorder.
But Hope is simply wanting for something to change, it isn’t change itself, it has no motion to it, its all emotion. Think about it, we hope for a lot. Hope is a state of mind. Hope is something you feel, deep down inside yourself. Its something you feel for yourself its something you feel for others. Its like having a dream and not going for the dream. But Hope leaves you in a holding pattern.
Ah so here I am finally realizing that I’ve lived my entire life on Hope! I know that life can’t and won’t change on Hope alone. For those of you reading this and thinking oh no, its all I have, Hope is not a bad thing when you feel like its all you have. But hopefully you will see you have so much more than that.
So for me and the here and now, Its time to start LIVING and telling the story of me, and you, and you, and even the rest of you too. You don’t even know who you all are, but you will. Besides you should all know how you changed my life, the impact you made and how you shaped a girl who thought she only had hope.
Green blades of grass drip iridescent drops as the sun peers out from the clouds
A steady rain just stopped falling
Birds sing their emotional love songs back and forth
Their sweet melodies flow through my ears.
Water pounds thunderously against the jagged rocks as they peer through the creeks rock bed
As it exhales from the hills above
I close my eyes
Someday thou sleep shall find me
On the other side Ill rest
It’s where Ill surely realize Life was the greatest test
Sea of green
Field of gold
So many layers yet to unfold
Sky so blue
Sun so bright
Hold onto all my secrets so tight
Sorting myself out within a land of self doubt
Until down to the water’s edge I fall
My soul plundering down uncontrolled
My lifeless body falls against soft petals of grass
Only for today my feelings so frayed
A Fall from Grace has taken place
Such a beautiful read 🙂
What if all that you’ve felt all this while was but an illusion or a desire to reach where you are not destined to?
Have you loved enough?
Or should you at all?
Maybe you’ve found yourself this guy. Maybe you’ve loved him more than you know of love. But now that you are figuring out your own broken pieces, you know you deserve better. No, not a better man, but better of what he has been to you. Better of all that you’ve blindly put into him.
You find out that you’ve silently agreed to a vague present and how that still seems better than all that you will ever receive.
Do you pity yourself?
Out of all things, you remind yourself to appreciate and celebrate what is meant to be at the moment. You don’t live in the moment but these moments find life in you!
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I trusted you
You let me down
You took my happy
And left me to drown
You showed yourself
In that deep dark place
Now I’m left to grant you your infinite space
Move on I must without your weight
Until we meet at heaven’s gate
I pray for guidance
I pray for peace
Don’t leave me alone in this place so deep
Pull me up
Make me strong
Make me feel like I belong
I’ve closed my eyes
I’ve shut you out